The truth always comes out no matter if people want it to or not.
Tonight I finally found out for certain if two people that well less than two months ago were two of the most special people in my life are now dating. They both chose to shut me off about two months ago, and now are important people to one another. It's very sad to me that I had to ask about it, but in my heart I already knew what was going on. I'm more hurt that I lost two special people that I was so good to, more so than I am that they're together. I always said I only wanted complete happiness for each of them, and well I guess they found that through each other. It just sucks that it was at the expense of me. Not even sure how I will come to terms with this or what I will do to deal with it.
For tonight I have nothing really more to say about it other than that I'm hurt. I'm hurt I lost two people. Two people I tried to give the world to. Maybe I'm the one that's doing things wrong. When will my kindness pay off?
I have no more words. I'm more hurt inside than I have ever been. It's not about two people finding love or lust or whatever. It's about two people abandoning and leaving behind someone whom was such a great friend.
Until next time, if there is a next time....
-C
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