Dream

So I decided I needed to blog before I went to work so I wouldn't forget my dream. But there is no way I could forget this dram.

Lately life has been pretty up and down for me. I've graduated from college in 2011 and we are now upon 2013. I am 24 years old and I am newly single now for about a month. I won't get into my single status in this blog because I really want to talk about my dream.

The DREAM... It wasn't a dream of many details or climbing a mountain and falling from the top and waking up before I hit the bottom. But it was a dream where someone, I have no idea who. They were shouting at me... "Wake up, Wake up, your missing out on your life." "You are letting time pass you by..." And I woke up like literally jumped out of my bed... went into the bathroom and splashed my face with water. I stared at myself for a second until I considered how creepy it was and really only something you see in movies and nobody actually does it in real life.

So I went and I laid back down. Only to reflect. Trying to figure out who the voice was. It really was bothering me for about an hour until BOOM... It was my grandpa. I'm almost 100% positive that it was his voice. At this point I was just so freaked out because I felt like it was a dream I needed. I really do literally need to "wake up."

I have and am letting life just pass me by. I'm allowing things to come to me when they want to. I'm allowing people to walk all over me and choose when they want to come in and out of my life. It's time to grab life by the horns and get after it. I need to start going for my dreams again. I have allowed people to let me stop in my tracks and include them on this journey and that in turn has made me get strayed off my own path. Don't get me wrong I want my soulmate to find me or me find her... But I can't let it blind me.

I have a feeling part 2 of this blog will be written tonight because I'm not done with this topic about life and letting it get away from me just yet.


Until next time,

-C