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Today I convinced myself it was okay to give up. Don't take risks, stick with the status quo, NO drama. Now is just not the time. But, my reasons aren't reasons their excuses. All I'm doing is hiding from the truth. And the truth is.... Is that I'm scared. I'm scared if I let myself be happy for one second the world will come crashing down. 

Putting other people's happiness is something that is actually for once creating problems in my life. Never would I think that would be the case.