Oh man, this blogging thing is just getting out of hand. Well maybe I should just say my lack there of. Life is busy.... I will make time for this. This when I started was a very good outlet for me. But lately I have realized a lot for myself through the new friends I have been making and hanging out with. I don't deserve a lot of the crap I put MYSELF through. That is the sad part, I could avoid most of my pain I go through if I would just get smarter. Ha! Easier said than done. But, with that said, Im not really sad anymore. I was tired of being sad that I would get more sad. I am excited about life and trying to make a better life for myself and my family. I am so excited to meet my new niece. I am excited to start a new job. I am excited to live a single life and do me.
I miss my ex every single day, because there was never any real closer. She will always be a huge part of my life if she ever decides she wants to talk to me. I have lost all drive to reach out to anyone anymore. Sad, but true.
This was a super pointless blog but its a start. I will clear my head and blog again later today or tomorrow.
Until next time,
-C
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